Well, where have I been? I’m currently in the hospital. I developed complications from the biopsy; and went to my doctor with extreme pain in my chest, back, and my abdomen. He immediately checked me into the hospital. I have been a ball of pain. I have been given morphine, and delaudid for the pain. It is very distressful. Today, I had a total pain meltdown complete with tears and pleading with God to give me peace. The dr. tells me I have a mass the size of my fist that is causing my organs to be distressed. Causing all this pain.
I can’t say pain enough. A wall of pain. I had no idea what pain can feel like. I thought I did. I’ve had back surgery. I’ve had two kids. Monday, the dr goes in to do a new biopsy. He says if he can remove that mass; he will. But if he can’t, he will biopsy. I’ve had the gamut of problems. The mass is causing my temp to stay elevated, my blood sugar to stay elevated, and the PAIN. I’m praying for a total removal. That I will no longer have this huge mass. I’m not eating much because I can barely breathe without pain. I’m on oxygen. Let us pray and agree that the dr will be able to remove it all at once.
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